July 2012
5 posts
You know what's kind of beautiful ?
In French, you don’t really say “I miss you.” You say “tu me manques,” which is closer to “you are missing from me.”
I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb, or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.
I look too healthy for how mentally unhealthy I...
June 2012
2 posts
May 2012
7 posts
43098) I don't tell people because I know they...
April 2012
26 posts
put one in my ask
red: seven insecurities
orange: six fears
yellow: five turn ons
green: four life goals
blue: three fears
indigo: two weaknesses
violet: one thing you love
why do I reblog these? I don't get asks.
42565) I can never be normal. This eating disorder...
8 tags
All the petals are gone
I think the January thru march period of time was the hard part since being out of the hospital. Maybe because I am offcially out for a year and one month.
But I have another big dance coming up :/
The thing about recovery is that I can’t help but look back at times and saying “last time this happened I was doing so and such and weighed x and z”
I can’t live like...
42484) I can not believe that people are envious...
March 2012
18 posts
42300) It was easier to deal with anorexia when no...